loveless life
luster free
lost feeling
of omnipotence
black hole filled with void
never knew
you had so much to hide
boy in a man's body
little girl in a shattered world
reality pales to imagination
body contorted in saturated pain
not willing to understand the game
cause its so fucking lame
you cant save the world they say
but what better way to spend the day
trying
save yourself
before your sucked up
by someone else's thirst
all the things we'll never do
all the potential you'll never see
that's the deafening silence inside of me
all these songs that were meant for us
the thought of your never ending touch
addicted to what was
and what could have been
addicted to your grin
and it was all for me
and i believe it was
and i believed you'd never leave
now i sit here and bleed
emotions that aren't healed
wondering if you even feel
a loss so great
it'll take me forever and a day to close the gate
to a world that coulda
woulda been
everything i hoped for
coulda been
but isn't anymore
my dreams soar higher
when i'm lighting the world a fire
with my heart mind body and soul
doing it alone is getting old
ill never find it if i'm looking i'm told
but my paralyzed heart wants someone to hold
bring my sorrowed spirit back in from the cold
no one does it alone
so me myself and i wont give up so soon
after all it's only noon